Making a Living While Giving My Testimony

While praying in the Spirit to God this morning, out of frustration coming from my not doing God’s will as it had been called for in my life, which is to restore truth and prepare the way for His return back to the earth, for the last day of the latter days, the great and dreadful day of the Lord, I said trying to justify why I was not being obedient to my calling, “Lord, I don’t understand how I could have a calling so great, yet no one is clamoring to hear my testimony.”

While I foolishly said this as an excuse for not being faithful, deep down, this is something that has always bugged me, because I just feel as if no one is interested in hearing about my claim to be called as God’s servant to come called Elijah to restore Truth.

The way I see it, since the only control I have over this calling that I have of God, is to be faithful to my calling, I see no reason why I should not be able to earn a decent living while giving my testimony. I have a great calling, and I have studied at the feet of Christ the Holy Spirit for the last twenty-five years. That in itself should account for something, when it comes to having credentials for being a spokesman for God.

God has assured me that when giving my testimony in the presence of believers, that our heavenly Father has promised to let His Kingdom come to give me a voice to speak. As I will be in the presence of the Spirit, the audience will also be in the presence of the Spirit, for the Comforter will be in the room. But the Comforter comes to me as a Messenger of truth from the Great I Am, the Lord God Almighty, the One who has chosen me, because in order to have a sperm-seed wise situation in the natural similar to Abraham, Isaac and Jacob, and a spiritual situation similar to God the Father, the living God and Jesus, it was predestined of the Father that the last born male grandchild born from the union of my grandfather, Mr. Porter, and grandmother Fannie, would be the one chosen by the Lord God Almighty to play the role of God’s servant to come called Elijah.

I have been called and chosen to prepare the way before God in this day, just as John the Baptist was chosen as His servant Elijah to prepare the way before Him in that day, 2,000 years ago, when our Lord laid down His life in heaven with the Father, and suddenly came to His living House made of flesh and blood, and anointed that House as His holy Temple by the Spirit of the Lord. And when it comes to the living Church of the living God, the Body of Christ, the Spirit of my Lords comes to me in the name of our Savior, the Lord Jesus Christ.

June 20, 2021, while speaking with the Spirit, the Spirit finally responded to the statement I made six months ago about how I felt that no one seemed to be interested in hearing about my testimony:

“The only reason no one is clamoring to hear your testimony, son of man, is because you have been too much of a coward to give your testimony. You watch as false teachers teach My children error that cause them to stumble and not make it into the Kingdom of God. And if they can get rich by preaching lies to My sheep that cause them to lose their way, you have every right to get rich by preaching truth, the truth as it is revealed to you by My holy Spirit of truth and righteousness, thus says the Lord,” revealed the Spirit of my Lords.

Yes, I would love to use this gift of being called as God’s servant to come called Elijah to make a living. For I believe I have the greatest calling this generation will ever see, and I cannot help but feel as if I am wasting both God and my time by trying to make a living by driving an Uber, because it gives me very little time to devote to my calling. And as long as I am faithful to God by doing my best to try to restore the truth of the words given to God’s holy prophets and the gospel of the Kingdom of God that was preached according to the Lord Jesus Christ, and to make our Lord’s path back to the land of the living a straight and narrow path, I don’t see why anyone would have a problem with my…  “Making a Living While Giving My Testimony.”